I consider myself a strong person...I like to stay busy and focused...sometimes that can be very therapeutic and sometimes not. I have noticed that we have a lot of things coming up with the kids and have had a busy start to school already....especially since Dave is coaching 3 sports this year. I enjoy posting on the blog...I even read it from time to time....sometimes I don't really think I am reading about my own life....it doesn't really seem real. You never think that babies die...it doesn't seem right or even fair....babies are so sweet and innocent.
The other day I got in the car to go to work and saw a CD that Dave had made for me....he wrote on it: To mommy, from Landon Kendall and Harper: Songs that make you think about us. It is the sweetest gift, I listen to it almost everyday. There are a few songs that make me cry almost everytime...and some songs that almost explain how I feel. I have had the hardest time coming to terms with how I feel....the song by Live, Heaven is incredible. I would suggest a quite ride with music for anyone who needs a few deep breaths.
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